First Cla** - All I Can Say lyrics

[Intro] Now see, I don't usually come at you guys with the real sh** as much as I want to But I'm about to change that, let's go Yo, man... I remember when me and Bird were supposed to do this beat But him and Baker k**ed that sh**! Now here's my version This is All I Can Say Yo, this verse right here, is 100% me. Straight from the heart Take a trip into my mind, lehhgo! [Bridge] Wrap me in a bolt of lightning Send me on my way still smiling Maybe that's the way I should go Straight into the mouth of the unknown Left a spare key on the table Never really thought I'd be able To say I'd merely visit on the weekends I lost my whole life, what a difference I've said it, so many times I would change my ways - no, nevermind God knows I've tried [Chorus] Call me a sinner, call me a saint Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same Call me your favorite, call me the worst Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt It's All that I Can Say So I'll be on my way [Verse 1] Should I cry with the saints? Or laugh with the sinners? I've done some bad sh**, yet I still feel like a winner I try and stand out from the rest of the herd Been silenced my whole life, but my voice will be heard To be honest, I have trouble when I write these songs It's hard for me to open up and just expose my heart You think it's easy if I put it on a couple bars And just lay some rhymes down, man I tell you that it's hard! Cause I don't show emotions easily, been hurt repeatedly I bottle it up. and I swear to you it eats at me That same kid who you think is in his zone With a smile on his face is a kid who feels alone Yo, it's kind of crazy how your life can change quickly Used to be a straight-edge, but now I'm gettin' trippy And lookin' back at the old me? I'm feelin' like a phony And honestly? I feel like I don't know me (who are you?) I put myself in this position, I'm trippin' Depressin' thoughts and they feel so vivid Hallucinations, you would think that I'd be out of it, yes You call 'em "bad trips" but I call it a reality check Cause in the madness I just sit and reflect And try to come up with a way for me to make it correct I feel like my walls are caving in from all of this stress Yet I'm feeling like I got a f**ing "S" on my chest, bet [Chorus] Call me a sinner, call me a saint Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same Call me your favorite, call me the worst Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt It's All that I Can Say So I'll be on my way [Bridge] Yo, and this next verse right here? Is about some other sh** So without further a due, I bring to you Verse 2! Ha [Verse 2] Let's keep it goin' with the real sh**... All I Can Say is I'm tryin' to show my feelings And even though my foundation is amazing I feel like I got a shaky building (damn) I lost some really good friends to an overdose Could I have done something about it? I guess no one knows It seems like only the good ones are supposed to go Cry myself a river and I'll be the one to row the boat I don't believe it, nine days before you died We was on the phone, man I swear I wanna f**in' cry All this pain is hurting deep inside You lost your battle with addiction and the h**n had claimed your life But see I'm glad we had a spiritual experience Some people fail to understand, they think that I'm delirious I still remember sitting in my little hideout You were in my room and we were both crying our eyes out Pretty soon, I'll get a tattoo in your memory I'll never forget how much you were a friend to me So put your lighters up for anyone you've lost Remember the good times and just keep 'em in your thoughts They say that time heals wounds, I don't know if that's right And all these good-hearted people are just losing their life It's complicated and I hate the fact I'm saying goodbye And to the people that I lost I got you stuck in my mind, alright [Chorus] Call me a sinner, call me a saint Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same Call me your favorite, call me the worst Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt It's All that I Can Say So I'll be on my way