Fireworks - I Was Born In The Dark lyrics

Glory days I've wasted them away Looking forward to getting colder A greeting card for the holidays Why do I always keep running towards nothing I threw my heart into a dark alley that no one goes I've traveled so far But all I've done is come back home I can't explain where my light is But I can sit back Fill my heart I'm lost like a child's mind caught on the fences And look at these holes in my jeans They never brought me anything, no I stopped searching for the holy ghost 'Cause I'm in hell If it's guts that I need I'll be an organ thief I'll tear you apart Tear you apart Find me somewhere in the dark Find me somewhere in the dark Find me somewhere in the lake I'm a stone sinking faster Makes my bones ache Life skips me on the way I stopped searching for the holy ghost 'Cause I'm in hell If it's guts that I need I'll be an organ thief I'll tear you apart Tear you apart I stopped searching for the holy ghost I'm already in hell If it's guts that I need I'll be an organ thief I'll tear you apart Tear you apart Right from the start Right from the start I was born in the dark