Fireworks - Again And Again lyrics

I'm feeling earthquakes A natural disaster Your lips begin to quiver words but the tension's growing faster They build it too thin now the levee's giving in It should have been fixed before she came back to shore I've got wide eyes A sidetracked mind that forgets sh** in left field The constant pressure of the changing weather The weight I want to feel The market seems to be crashing they've got nothing to show Forget general consensus you know what you know We're heading upstream Still try to go with the flow I'm feeling reckless humming, "Jealous Again" I need it now more than I did back then I've got wide eyes A sidetracked mind that forgets sh** in left field The constant pressure of the changing weather The weight I don't want to feel So don't tell me how to feel I've got this lump in my throat It's getting harder not to choke I may be digging a rut But I'm so far from giving up When you hear sirens, be silent Give me a reason not to ignore them