Fireworks - Heart-A-Tact lyrics

Crashing down on consensus It's the vice that k**s defenses Piercing through sort of feeling It only hurts if I let it take control of me Won't let the world weigh me down 'Cause I'm coming alive What's the deal with life lessons? If you can't forget regret them Taught to fold under pressure Failure doesn't mean you have to die Won't let the world weigh me down 'Cause I'm coming alive Just how many are there on my side A calendar filled up with sleepless nights Keeps time. Afraid of what it may have left behind Who cares? I've thought about it all too many times What's worse? Is that my self-esteem suffers a curse That tries to k** me but I k** it first I'm coming alive, alive through you Today I found a friend in who I am Who promises to be there 'till the end, of what? When it's over will it start again? Can't worry about it or life becomes too crowded With panic. I'll panic and then I'll start to doubt it It's not worth it. So f** it Not gonna walk around it. I'll face it I'll smash it. I'm not gonna lose again I'm coming alive through you