Firedon - The Realisation lyrics

I feel like I'm enslaved by woman But it makes no sense I was raised by woman My big bro's always parring gyal Guess who's doing the sh** that I couldn't When I'm single I hardly talk to chicks Meaning I always f** gyal when I shouldn't Man's wanna tell me a ting but they wouldn't Cah they know I've known how much gyal they've put wood in See my mind's in a twist, tsunami The guilt and emotions are making me barmy Hit home I made another heart cold I'm alone and I just wanna fold, origami Ouch my, mouth dry no saliva Think why, I gotta live life without her Regrets ennit I just didn't know designer When she was holding it down inside I was outchea Moving loose, thought I could duck But it turns out that I was a snoozing goose Now she's bruised Cus I was out ere without fear to make man's ego fuse Guilt comes right after the combustion True I don't love these hoes I lust them Amazing sh** how gyal still wanna get hit When I've told the I'm somebody's husband But I'm equally wrong cus I f**ed em Dyson they got my dirt from a suction So the wife can't stand the hate eruption And now I'm smoking nuff weed so I function But it's my fault Cus I mashed when ga**ed from the hydro Lost my gem cus of lies told I love and I miss you I quote Now you don't want me You broke what's manly about me No fairy tales, Bambi No more Janet Kay Cus I can't stand to have another broken family Got a lil miss wanna try for a mr I'm depressed staring at all of her pictures I'll walk the earth with my feet full of blisters Beg forgiveness I need you Miss Richards Dem gyal are Ford you're a Range Rove They're loose like a too weak cainrow And that's a fact Dem gyal are warm up acts You're the main event in my stage show So we can have a tour on the run We can start fresh like when Os had the gun Think the mentals I will make this fun Then a loyal Husband and Father I'll become I'm a knob now please don't sob now I'm a loser but my plan is to win I'm not a slob now, man's got a job now For my family I am on this ting And I don't care bout no one's opinion Still a dan but man don't know Meridian You're real how could I make the mistake They're fake they're animated, minions Broke suen that was already frag-ile Per silence is a mad style From trying to be agile Got her fam thinking my mom raised a bad child And I apologise mother Both of your nans, sisters and brothers Deep mom told me before I could speak What happens in sheets always uncovers My life's got a cycle Sour gyal cus I had more than an eyeful It's all a dream when they're swallowing cream But when they see what they can't beat they try-full And it's peak when they talk to their mates Two convos and the earth quakes I think why did I play ball I shouldn't have hit let alone slide on first base Knew I should've did that home run But I was horny and had couple Trojans Go harder and drop bombs like Osama Till she wanna pull up the beat I'm Logan Gave dick cah she gave it a kiss Two two's I'm in field ain't talking a trip Broke our trust had bread but it's crust Cus of lust I see that us is a myth I make my mom cry So I know that my Nan sheds tears from above Tell gyal what they wanna hear for a nut Not realising I hurt ones that I love Aj, I seen tears come from your eyes When I told you I would never do that sh** Now my life's hecks-able All for trying to be flexible, gymnastics But now all the awards are gone All of them gold, silver and the bronze There was no national anthem Now I think why didn't I skank them, I'm wrong I'm nuts like cashews don't need bathrooms When I say you and I's vacant Now it's just me and my shadow Damn, there goes my realisation