Fiphel - Last Attempt lyrics

[Verse: Fiphel] Lately it's feeling like I can't even function Every time I look up depression just seems to jump in To fill me with all these bleak a**umptions ‘til I find myself lying in bed, halfway through the work day, like I've been beat to nothing So spaced out, I can't even do my own beat production Nothing ever changes, I'm sick of waiting for these discussions to lead to something Can anybody happen to see where all of my pa**ion went? I keep to myself and it looks like I lost my fashion sense My landlord just asked for rent, told her I don't have a cent Trying to convince my friends that I never had any bad intents I got some mental problems and my childhood left some ma**ive dents Excuse me, I'll be over here, pondering on my life's past events Thinking, maybe it's true, maybe I'll never even be half content Maybe I should jump off a bridge and bleed out on the black cement Paramedics gagging at the stench, parents hope it was an accident But I'm probably just playing, it's been awhile since my last attempt