Fiona Apple - Left Alone lyrics

We made your major overtures when you were show an orotund mutt And I was still a dewy petal rather than a moribund s*ut My love wrecked you, you packed to twirl your skirt at the palace It hurt more than it ought to hurt, I went to work to cultivate a callus And now I'm hard, too hard to know I don't cry when I'm sad anymore, no, no Tears calcify in my tummy Fears coincide with my tow How can I ask anyone to love me When all I do is beg to be left alone Oh, when I try to love I can love the same man in the same bed in the same city But not in the same room it's a pity But oh, it never bothered me before Not til this guy, what a guy, oh God, what a good guy And I can't even enjoy him 'Cause I'm hard, too hard to know I don't cry when I'm sad anymore, no, no Tears calcify in my tummy Fears coincide with my tow How can I ask anyone to love me When all I do is beg to be left When all I do is beg to be left When all I do is beg to be left Alone Alone Alone My ills are articulate My woes are granular The ants weigh more than the elephants Nothing, nothing is manageable So can't we skip the valedictories I can see the joy there Shut it and forget my number 'Cause I'm hard, too hard to know I don't cry when I'm sad anymore, no, no Tears calcify in my tummy Fears coincide with my tow How can I ask anyone to love me When all I do is beg to be left When all I do is beg to be left When all I do is beg to be left alone