Wide awakened out of spinning Round the safest orbit You controlled the ordinary I was grateful for it Wide awake in the beginning Trembling after the fall Only half my world remembers While the other half revolves Cut off cause I can't remember A face that could cut me deeper But hearts could never leave me bleeding Becoming the cause and burden The lesson begins unlearning And it has never been forgiving my dear It's all too familiar I've been here before I'll carry this weight for your smallest reward Because I'll continue to break down the door Just let me in I swear It will not be like before Can't think of what to say I can't think of what to do I just think I might be losing my mind Can't stop this agony Cancel my therapy cause I just thought of you And now I feel fine