Getting higher going down My lifeblood seems exhausted Spinning circles in my head Will I get clear or stay the way I am Drug abuse and alcohol are dictating my life Is it worth getting sober is it worth to throw away my life Coma divine my slow decline Coma divine can not stop this downfall of my life I know this life is k**ing me F*cked up many things Pa**enger on the train to hell Ignored my inner voice Drug abuse and alcohol are dictating my life Is it worth getting sober is it worth to throw away my life Blinded by so many sh** My journey through the dark will end The mist around me fades away My thoughts are born from pain Drug abuse and alcohol are dictating my life Is it worth getting sober is it worth to throw away my life