Filmmaker - Falling And Failing lyrics

I told myself, you've got to shake this jealous thing It's the last thing you need I told myself, just drop this anti-trust act It is so self-defeating... and not worth repeating And I watched your whisper of a secret turn into a mountain of a lie There was always someone waiting in the wings We were something that I am not I am falling, I am failing Sometimes loss is more than gain I am falling, I am failing This kidding you is k**ing me Don't hold it to coincidence that our paths don't cross anymore I am drowning in an ocean of thoughts and I can't spill out a single word These days the best I can do is a simple smile across crowded rooms You always said you could never take him back I didn't think that never could come so soon I took you out on everyone I am falling, I am failing Sometimes loss outweighs gain I am falling, I am failing This kidding you is k**ing me