Fifty Nutz - From Here On Then lyrics

Didn't really know what I was looking for But I knew I was something I needed A thing that I wanted to possess Thought I found it for a moment Not The right feeling in my head Then I stopped, big whole blank I was alone Then I stopped big whole blank The obsession ceased, cleared my mind She appeared in my life Was O.K. for a while Started to miss her every time she walked away Made me realised that love can be found When it only exist Some are laughing at me now But those don't and never will Know what I feel, and that's the worst thing ever