Fi - Shut Up lyrics

So she told me I don't want to lose you to the stars, or push you back into my arms I'm familiar with the scars But I'm lonely Don't want to choose you or the dark, I'm a prison but the bars Are the bottom of a bottle That I'm holding Oh I wish it was your body, wish I wasn't such a s**er Stuck inside this selfish struggle For my own means I've been meaning to survive, past survival when I thrived by you So just shut up and hold me 'Cause dammit I'm folding If you swear that you know me Then it's better we don't speak Just shut up and hold me Just give me the moment I went from loving you so deep To having you stolen I need you to hold me Like maybe for a second, I can finally take a breath and Catch a vision of the version that I won't be While I'm choking on emotions I'm incapable of focusing On anything, so shut up and hold me (And don't let go...)