Few Left Standing - What's The Use lyrics

Where's my head? Caught up in selling the drama Where am I? Coloring the chameleon to fit in Lost my integrity to have a social status Good cop, bad cop Be all things to all people I feel that You won't be so A talker, a listener Not a conformist Sometimes I found myself loving You I think I'm in love with You now (I love you) I found myself hating You, I think I hate You (I hate you) Trying to save You Trying to hurt You Trying to save You Losing sight on why I live Losing sight on why I live Losing sight on why I live If I live, I live for Him If I die, I die for Him If I live, I live for Him If I die, I die for Him If I live, I live for Him If I die, I die for Him Take up your cross Follow Him, not the sheep Take up your cross Follow Him, not the sheep Time to focus on developing Not damaging Time to focus on developing Not damaging Don't want to be another Judas What have I done? What have I done? Don't want to be another Judas What have I done? What have I done?