Oh you thought it was over, huh? Chorus: Your ends justify their means But i just defied their means Do you you know what that means I'm Heath Ledger tryna be better No matter what reach for ya dreams never let em sweat ya Verse 1: This is my life, this is my scene It's my nightmare as well as my dream Facing fears conquering demons Looking in the mirror for obvious reasons Am I, good enough do I have what it takes Will they, feel my stuff or is failure my fate Rappers don't make it in Australia mate Well this is the mind state i try to escape But it's so difficult every move is pivotal Day by day I improve searching for that miracle My people support me, my people adore me I ain't tryna sellout the records will do it for me I don't spit american and i don't spit ocka I let myself by myself so myself can prosper Now who's hotter.(You tell me) Chorus: Verse 2: This my first try so why I second guess Second so many times seconds away from success Applying second natures scent So i can wake up, smell the roses that they laid on the bed// Broke but I'm not a joke Smoke i ain't even toke 40 years ago my parents stepped off that boat Irony she wrote why am i tryna float They came here with next to nothing but shoes, cigarettes and coats Dream Apnea yo I'm feeling like i choked Have you ever had the right them words stuck in your throat Personal note f** being a sheep I ain't a part of your machine society is weak A variety entirely comprised of repeat You have to play by their rules where they get to silently cheat Move mountains with my speech I'm climbing to my peak I've sacrificed a normal life for this life on beats Rights have been breached sights have been bleached What goods a degree in bullsh** compared to science of the street Revise what they teach nullify unique You lost for words tongue tied I'm just finding my feet I wonder through the thunder will the sunshine bleed Or will the sunrise unblind these shadows of grief My purpose in life is to speak Their purpose is to have you dying before you breath debriefed