Feral the Earthworm - Good Enough Pt. II lyrics

[Verse 1] If it was up to me? I'd probably just eat lotus pedals and waste away But innately an Earthworm feels compelled to save the day So I'm conflicted, cracking jokes about suicide Since people love me, am I forced to pedal through the strife? I don't know, man But this is why you don't hear from me If I told you what was going on? I'd interfere with your frequency And I don't want you to feel my pain I'll gladly be quiet if it means you don't feel the same Things have changed (Damn) I'm caught up in my head trip Fans want new music but depression's got a d**h grip So another day tumbles by Inability to cope like f** it I'll just get high Which makes me hate myself I need to get away from here I'm saving for a camper van Afraid that it might take some years Guess I'm stuck until I have it Existential questioning Convinced that this whole planet is plastic I moved to Austin to make music But it's become a creative casket I know it's in my head It's just difficult to get pa**ed it It doesn't help that I'm alone Having some friends would be cool But let's be honest, I don't It's just me man, canoeing through a hurricane Surfing four hundred foot swells Trying to protect a burning flame This little light of mine? Has such a vibrant shine But it's trapped in darkness now, I wish I could rewind To a brighter time. To a brighter day Bird in a cage just always hoping to fly away Shut the f** up. What you feel is invalid You're a straight white male in America I don't want to hear about it My third eye is clouded I feel like I'm losing touch I want to put it in the music but what if this is too much? Am I writing songs or venting? What if what I'm doing s**s? And fans start to tune out? I don't know, who's to judge Humans just want to be loved And being misunderstood is tough Just try not to silence yourself In the great search for Good Enough What the f** is good enough? There's no such thing as good enough [Chorus: Julya Byond] (no words are spoken yet she says it all) [Final Verse] So my advice? Just be a Feral human being And fly the freak flag to live without a care is so freeing Some people like hitch hiking, pedicabs, and vegan food Just do what you love Make use of what you have and be the dude And ignore the people who. Don't believe in you Formulate a plan then actively take steps to see it through Most men my age are trying to get into women's pants And I'm just over here researching fuel efficient vans So go ahead I'm ready. You could tell me I'm crazy Criticize my goals your perceptions will never change me Dream chasing is amazing to catch it is so fulfilling Ain't' no time for chilling, talk sh** but I'll still be building There's no such thing as the ceiling Where you stop? Is for you to judge Safety is what most choose Because it's difficult to move through the sludge But I get it you want to be loved And being misunderstood is tough Just try not to silence yourself In the great search for Good Enough