Feo Mayo - Train Ticket lyrics

I don’t know myself Couple days ago I found some help My friends try and tell me i’m not the same I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain But if people looked inside my head They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane Im getting to the point where Im hitting the ground My words so quiet but my thoughts so loud I decided me and life should go our seperate ways Everyone’s leaving but the demon always stays They say to stay happy I’m not doing so well They say pain is prison let me out of my cell Yeah I give my love out to somebody else But yet im feelin empty for lovin myself Yeah I tried to get up, trip on crack and I fell Two trapped one body, demon put me in its spells I don’t know myself Couple days ago I found some help My friends try and tell me i’m not the same I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain But if people looked inside my head They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane Yeah I’ve got to the point where Im hitting the ground My words so quiet but thoughts so loud My thoughts so loud Grab the last thing i see on the shelf Pack all my bags ,and try to get out I see the train coming, I forgot to shout I see the train leavin, I tried not to pout And even though I know people love me The ones that did most never stick around But I’m trying so hard to make everyone proud I’m so forgettable, especially in crowds I don’t know myself Couple days ago I found some help My friends try and tell me i’m not the same I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain But if people looked inside my head They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane Yeah I’ve got to the point where Im hitting the ground My words so quiet but thoughts so loud My thoughts so loud