[Verse 1] January 6... hit bottom at long last Heart full of fear, veins full of x-ray contrast Never been panicking more in my life The damn doctor is telling me it's nothing But I know that I'm damn right But can't fight this alone Every time I can feel I feel like my heart's going to explode It's like terror without pain, still, even though I'm squeaky-clean Anything to leave me at the bottom of a deep ravine [Chorus] Dream tonight By Luna's light [Verse 2] I'm feeling miserable, one thing after another I'm feeling like crap, did I stutter? And there goes another rapper, another rock star With his happiness lashed to his d**, I Can't stop wanting to be with the world though Even though to me it's a friggin' mental inferno A little bit driven to drink in every experience Delirious with the fear of it, f** it, I never learn so [Chorus] [Verse 3] I wake up sweating about commitments I gotta finish the setlist, and be the Fresh Prince of Richmond Without even thinking, I can't stop referencing pony So throw me up on the podium, see how I handle all of the panels I'm spinning round, I'm a fan, I'm not a celebrity Not ready for many more than four when I'm trying to perform voices Guzzling hot lemon and rooibos Acetaminophen, peanut bu*ter, and adenoids is burning My voice is faltering, I lost it Ten thousand eyes watching from the darkness Okay Flutters, just calm down, you got this Make them eyes pop out their sockets, watch this [Chorus]