FenPhoenix - Imelid lyrics

[Chorus] You take from me, won't say why Let me either live or die [x2] [Verse 1: Fen] I got a f**ed form, face it, source force has abandoned me Now it's time for philanthropy 'Cause I ain't gonna have sh** where I'm going d**h or doctors, lay the plot for me open If I'm paying the piper then f** him I've paid my debts, now get stuffed with a buckskin Stuck rim, but luck limited, jack f** from the func-M Smug grin drug from a physician Motherf**in' ma**age therapist saying "Everybody wants a quick solution, but there is none" f** that, don't you understand I don't take dogma from atheist land You ignorant defeatist On your feet! Haven't you had a miracle healing streak? Haven't you listened when your feelings speak? Don't you understand what those feelings seek?! And what about you Paul, you fall Where's your promise when I'm against the wall I can have it all, I can have anything I want All I have to do is, no!!! [Chorus] [Verse 2: Fen] Spine, hip bruised, ribcage rotated I don't f**in' care what you say I'm done, I'm through, I'm graded My body won't behave, time to leave it If my mind is free, I'll believe this The real truth is love, I can't see it It's more like spiritual date rape, you see this? (Gunshot) There, I destroyed your toy I'm gonna f**in' poison me and avoid your ploy Are you annoyed? nope, you're laughing, cackling, batsh** You know as well as I do my body will stay planted I'm like "Clarence, I wanna live" every single f**in' time Then it's back to the torture, you like that? Right trample me down and I bite back Right knackered and left without hope or chance You belong in an ambulance, and I'm putting you down The minute I die from natural causes, you're going down f**in' please, I beg you [Chorus]