Femdot - Sacrilegious / Part 1 lyrics

[Chorus] But to be quite honest, it is what it is Got a lot on my pendant, I got some Hen' in my fridge I got a life in the balance, and shorty just slid I woke up at five just to pray that I ain't make no kids I ain't prayed in a minute, been praying on the new come up My momma prayers been workin', I got a whole new position [Verse] They throwin' contracts at me, prayin' on the percentage Prayin' for some sinnin', 'cause those nights tend to lead to more writtens, which I need To help me elevate my digits So my momma can pray in a house paid for by her children Where she retired and chillin' I'm tired of paying for conditioning Enough air in the tank to change my condition Cool out my youngins too, 'cause you know, it's hot where they living Praying over bottles we sipping, and God bless the nights that we get into for the liquor and women Half the bottle gone, damn, thinkin' God I'm forgiven Woke up, no hangover, I'm thanking God for the feelin' On the cusp of damn near feelin' sacrilegious So I pray for more vision, to see through false opinions Pray to understand the cost of living, more than that of material More in the lighter the man, rather thoughts that's cynical And that love is plentiful, and not only for imbeciles And at the pinnacle of a man is when he shows that he cares And not by the power that's show whenever he's feared Choose to be the truth whether sober or you impaired Pray equity and to be fair Go together like barber and chair or like clippers in hair Pray to not take one step forward and three steps back like falling upstairs My mans said he pray a lot but he hardly hears anything back He think God deaf or either that or he hardly there I told him that the answer's already there, like the teachers gave you No study guides, just sayin' look at your notes You gotta have some preparations just in order to hope He said he pray to be like me, man I pray that he don't 'Cause all my prayers turning capitalistic Praying for money to be the answer, like money'll fix it Like money gonna help me make better decisions Man I still pray for a heart made of gold instead of some for my dentals Pray to fix my flaws but instead I put them on instrumentals I should be praying for clarity to help me solve my problems But instead I'm praying for some of the reasons that I've got them Should be praying for clarity to help me stop my problems But instead I'm praying for some of the reasons why I got them [Chorus] But to be quite honest, it is what it is Got a lot on my pendant, I got some Hen' in my fridge I got a life in the balance, and shorty just slid I wake up at five just to pray that I ain't make no kids Man, I ain't prayed in a minute, been praying on the new come up My momma prayers been workin', I got a whole new position I got a whole new position I got a whole- Damn [Outro] You know in the cabinet society, freedom is rooted around money to people, you know what I'm saying You mean, that's what it is The funny thing for me though, it wasn't until I, you know realized that I'm like bro That's not freedom for me