Felt (UK) - I Don't Know Which Way to Turn lyrics

I don't know which way to turn All the lessons I have learned are Meaningless because I'm free to Deceive all who believed I deliver Best when I'm deprived of all the Things I need that's just me can't You see that I despis integrity And if it hurts to be so sure and If you're not as sure then surely You should change your point of view And if I was to say let's change then We would change today because change Is just a phase we all go through When I'm up there on the stage I just hide my eyes and pray that Soon enough the show will end Why do I go through this hell Each time I question myself but Next night I'm up there again Its the same as real life I want to End that as well and if it's wrong Then it's right to me because I can see The goodness in the things you're Going to do it's not a case of what is Right or wrong it's just as long as You can see what we were having to do