Felly - Contradictions lyrics

{Verse 1: Felly} I gotta go harder I gotta go find me the energy that I first started with I gotta go slower, I gotta relax And sit back and embrace my accomplishments I gotta give more I’m selfish in all that I take for the sake of abundentness I gotta get more I don’t have enough And sh*t lately I'm feeling anonymous Can never be sure I’m certain of that I’m so insecure And so confident I need me a girl Who let me have girls On second thought I'll be monogamous The thing with this world It's like nothing matters But everything come with a consequence I need to be woke But then I go drink and get thrown until I get incompetent I need to get sleep I need to be up I need to smoke I need to fu*k I gotta pay bills I gotta just chill I wanna kill I’m non-violent I don’t wanna die Can’t for the end My life is a lie My b*tch is a 10 I’m better alone I could use a friend I need to express They don’t understand I need to kill my desires The buddha man said that’s the reason I’m suffering I need a routine, a structure My life is so fu*king monotonous I need me a God I need me a devil I’m spitting that sh*t And she swallowing I’m Jack Johnson, Heavy metal Nothing is wrong I don’t know what problem is … Energy don’t lie Energy don’t die Hennessy in my eyes Watch out for facades Handshakes and head nods Try to do it like God Try to do it like Me Be yourself if you G Contradictions still alive The real truth is inside Don’t you pay me me no mind