Feelo - Quicksand lyrics

Ah what is this? I've fallen into quicksand... These memories they haunt me still Make me the monster that I am! Oh how to love? Coz I never learnt how! You wanna give me affection? But I don't need it now Where my heart on my sleeve I never was able to conceal my true feelings And what you see with me is really what you get No, I don't edit my words before I speak them Yea guess what? I'm always right!! You will never stop my critical thinking Yea guess what? I'm never wrong!! Follow my gut feeling and follow my instinct I'll be watching you when you're watching me, I'll play you at your own game And disarm you without you even knowing Coz you see me as a nobody, but I'm really good at being a nobody But only until I grab your attention! I'm freezing like the Arctic, on fire like the inferno Always blowing hot and always blowing cold And its not surprise then I can't handle my emotions Everything I am is written down if you wanna find the real person!! Ah what is this?... When I'm sad I'll just take myself off Out of the equation, you don't even know what I'm crying for!! But I'm so angry, I'm distressed, I'm ruined, I'm destroyed, I don't trust anyone now And it will be this way forever! So I switch my feelings on and off Coz I don't want to feel anymore I'll hold you at arms length, so keep your distance coz I never let anything or Anyone get close You want my attention? But I just wanna be alone Don't suffocate me or I'm out I'll fking run! You already know I'm detached, I'm unreachable To get to the centre, the core of me well... that's gonna take a miracle! I guess this is my lot in life But should I be grateful for that? I faced the devil every night And still dream about him even now!! Of course, for sure you don't understand We're not the same!! funny tho you understand that