Sittin back i only wish, Today will turn out fine, And wash away the stain, The poison in my eyes, What do you recommend, I feel my life descending, I'm fallin outta reach, Catch me as i bleed (again) Im not insane, Can't reach the pain. [CHORUS] If i could be all by myself, i could be me, I you could see, live with my pain, The thoughts that i keep. I hate the way they are, Thier patronising thoughts, Tried to get inside my head, Ask the questions i have read, But one thing makes it hard, Feel so fragile as i cry, So confused yet so alive, So abused the system lied, You lied to me. Im not insane, Can't reach the pain. [CHORUS] Alone, Alone. Hands appeared around my neck, Felt so hard to breath i stared, As my focus turned to haze, I could see them. Im not insane, Can't reach the pain. [CHORUS] If i could be all by myself, I could be free, If you could see, live with my pain, The thoughts that i keep, Alone, Alone, Alone. Descend, Descend.