Fearless Vampire k**ers (fvk) - The Vigilante: d**h Or Disgrace lyrics

[manic laughter] If I keep running with my eyes closed I'll never pull away From the past, from the pain From the ones who died screaming my name I'll never stop I'll decapitate my way to the top I've just got to deal with this Fear, of what's to come Cos if I fail well There ain't gonna be no room For this emotional black hole And what that would entail If perchance I could prevail What a tale we could spin Oh how the spider's of sin d**h smiles at the end of the line She's got her finger on the time Yeah d**h's a b**h, she can never not win And life's as hollow as a mannequin's grin so... I'll be the life of the party (can't you tell oh can't you tell) If that party's a wake (oh can't you tell it can't you tell) I'll be the bane of society baby No I just can't live with your mistakes no... It's time to make amends But I'm too scared to take control It's like I only smile to pretend That I don't care, I'll meet you there On the blackest side of night Trust me, I'll make them pay for what they stole I would like to meet the voice inside my head And tell him to relax, relax, relax RELAPSE! f** all this bullsh** we tried, I don't believe you... Would you rather they both lived and you'd died I'm such a fool I'm sick of always feeling like I'm failing to impress It's like I'm panic in distress I need a hypodermic in... It's time to make amends But I'm too scared to take control It's like I only smile to pretend That I don't care, I'll meet you there On the blackest side of night (Can you make it alright? Will you stand up and fight? Or will you just give in and die?) f** knows but I'll tell you one think, baby I'll make them pay for what they stole I look up into the sky and I see what I dream I look up into the sky and I see a monster I reach out with each hand Searching for one last embrace I'll see you there Through d**h or disgrace... It's time... fu*k YOU! But I'm too scared to take control It's like I only smile to pretend That I don't care, I'll meet you there And we'll never grow old (Can you make it alright? Will you stand up and fight? Or will you just give in and die?) We'll be together again On the blackest side of night