I’m always gonna be the last one I’m always gonna be the last to fall asleep And I can never get close enough It always feels like you’re just out of my reach And I don’t know if it feels so good Somedays I would let go if I could I feel more than I ever say I don’t want to admit to being afraid Bottle up my second thoughts They only try to get caught up in the way Breathe in Lights out Nights in Breathe out Some things, don’t show Reasons echo Only I’ll be the one to blame Nothing’s changed, it remains Nothing’s the same Do I love this feeling inside? Or is it just a f**ed up peace of mind Breathe in Lights out Nights in Breathe out Some things don’t show Reasons echo Awake and worn out Fade in and splayed out Leave me, reeling Last one sleeping I’m always gonna be the last one Always gonna be the last one Always gonna be the last one