Fax Gang - Anything To Gain/Nothing To Lose lyrics

Questioning, I'm jeopardized Had to ask the devil why Bring me down from heaven's sky This might be a blessing in disguise I intensify Making my repression die Don't care if I'm dead, alive Rebound my depression to a high Let me emphasize I've been feeling petrified Everything that's said tonight I'll probably regret and reconcile I'm desensitized Every day just getting by I can't even recognize Maybe armageddon's nigh This might be the hardest Thing for me to harness I gotta be honest I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain I don’t have anyone to turn to I never deserved you Don't wanna concern you I don't have anything to gain I gotta be honest I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain I don’t have anyone to turn to I never deserved you Don't wanna concern you I don't have anything to gain Anything to gain We're not destined to be what we wanted to be Maybe we're doomed to be common, not free Stop me from bending and taking a knee Don't go with my plea bring the ending to me Remember the times when we wanted to die The times where our plans failed and things went awry The months after August and weeks in July No I wouldn't lie should I say goodbye Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Yeah I got the whole crew but I'm still feeling blue I got red in my eyes, I got green in my food But the world's staying grey in my view what to do Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Mother says it's been years since I've sat in a pew Yeah it's true but just being in church made me puke What's the point of a god if he's not sending clues Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Never calling a truce I keep paying my dues No I don't give a fu*k if my sh*t's misconstrued Don't care 'bout your insults and verbal abuse Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose I'm not keeping my cool got no time for you fools Might come off as crude or just blowing my fuse But you fu*ks can't accuse me of not being true Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Do this sh*t for myself in my head got the proof Perhaps satisfaction will always elude me But so help me god I'll still see this sh*t through Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose In my head I got trouble I'm hearing it brew Soul leaving my body the void still consumes Me and fu*k I don't know if I'm right to assume Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose I'm not kicking the chair I'm not getting the noose Got more sh*t to do I've got sh*t to do Got people who need me I can't meet my doom Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news ’Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news ‘Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth I got nothing to