It's all a mess twisted up in all this alien revenge Like I never want to free myself again It's gone too far, now I recognize the face that I most fear It's the one that's cringing down inside my mirror and calling my name And I won't care if I see you on the way down I'd trade my glory for a place in the background 'Cuz I can watch you fall much better from way down here How doomed I am to live a life of negativity All because of something I can't be, but it's all I have The hope and promise of your self destructive past I know you cry when you pretend to stop and laugh and feel okay