Fault Lines - High Strung lyrics

Coward I have been a coward Well maybe I'm high strung I've got a habit of biting my tongue Swear to me that I can make this work When my hands are covered in dirt Absent minded, conscience blinded String me up and leave me dying It feels like I'm burning up out of control Like every word I speak Is landing me deeper in this hole I know I know (Lately) Lately I've been holding my breath in hopes of something changing (I've been thinking) Thinking thinking these thoughts that haunt my head might be the ones that save me The truth is a bitter pill that I can't choke down Don't give a sh** where I lay my head Most days I wish I was dead Tear me apart from the inside out Are we still victims of circumstance? Are we victims yet? It feels like I'm burning up out of control Like every word I speak Is landing me deeper in this hole I know I know (Lately) Lately I've been holding my breath in hopes of something changing (I've been thinking) Thinking thinking these thoughts that haunt my head might be the ones that save me I relive the pain; As it leaks into my brain My pen has run out of ink I don't want to die I just want to feel alive The moment I knew That I couldn't fight it The shadow in the room A change in the season A way and a reason For me to fall I feel like I'm burning up out of control Like every word I speak Will land me deeper in this hole I know I know (Lately) Lately I've been holding my breathe in hopes of something changing (I've been thinking) Thinking thinking these thoughts that haunt my head might be the ones that save me I'm losing my mind!