Fatt Kidd - In Case I Die This Month lyrics

[Verse 1] ​Talking turn to arguments and, we always trippin' Awkward is it? Hope that God forgive us, at heart I'm sinning But that's part of living on this prison, I'll call a minute Just to tell you that I'm sorry and it's, it's awful when we Act like time ain't running out My son is older now, I'm guessin' that's what life's about And that's about all I learned, and I'm finding out So I'm just coolin' with my daddy, 'til he chiming out Making up for lost time, now my heart's fine And I just put a ending to that lil' boy crying Wish it happened kind'a sooner, but it's still fine Never get it when I need it, but it's on time Now, I just gotta kick this habit ‘cause it's got the baddest It's ever got, but it's cool, ‘cause I'm kind'a happy Tryna 'preciate my life, while I still have it Everybody getting older, feeling bipolar [Verse 2] When they label me, it's kind'a crazy They tryna say we all thugs, like they tryna play me But if all my people thugs, you talkin' ‘bout my baby But that's okay, that's what you think, and I could never change it And I be angry, but I know they never walked my shoes They never feared for they life when they entered the school They never had to hang with thugs, but I had to So while you calling me a thug, that's what I can do And you will never get your own interpretation You just listening to everything on TV stations And I be talking to the thugs, I wanna see ‘em make it ‘Cause they ain't got no motivation, they just see you hatin' And start thinking “Maybe being me is complacent” It's like we only bad news when we front page it Try to call the hate out and they say that you racist 'Til you give up and now you lazy, and that's the way they make it And they say “All lives matter, don't say black lives” But when they bring the sh** up when a cop dies And when a cop k**s us, they call it suicide Like I ain't never been thrown in the back of a ride Like I ain't never been arrested for no f**in' reason Like I ain't see that cop choke him 'til he stopped breathing You think I'm talkin' Eric Garner, that's your f**in' problem ‘Cause all you know is sh** happens when they talk about it And I'll probably have somebody bring my criminal past up So now my words don't matter, and they get pa**ed up And I don't hate all cops, so quit I hate the ones you think don't exist Turn on Fox News, every time and I get pissed Having flashbacks of my head and a f**in' fist Knowing I can't fight, so I'm scared as sh** 15 years later, still dealin' with them haters Shootin' all my people up, when they could be using tasers Like black people come equipped with guns and lasers And they tell me, “Never call a cop when I get robbed” Like I ever tried to call a f**in' cop for his job ‘Cause I know the game y'all play, and I can't tell y'all apart I just wanna have a heart-to-heart So, take your hand off your waste, if we only gonna talk That's what I thought