Farewell from the Gallows - House Of Cards lyrics

This isn't quite the mess I Made Walked right into this catastrophe Watched this house of cards Crumble on me It's slowly decaying This retched filth that I created Never played my cards right Just another bust Lay my hand in Cash it out I'm the only one losing Because I decieved myself Check my vital signs to see if I'm still breathing I've been pa**ed down, Handed around And I am broken now So I always look to the brighter side of the sun I can finally say it's looking me in the eyes, blinding me Trying to keep my fragile heart on track, it's slowly fraying Leaving me lifeless I'm looking to you, change this mess I'm in This is real life, This is my life I've worked these calloused hands to the bone Not much blood from whence it came But I did this out of love This is what real men are made of This is what real men are made of (This is what real men are made of) This is what real men are made of (I am what real men are made of) Check my vital signs to see if I'm still breathing I've been pa**ed down, Handed around And I am broken now