Farewell Flight - Widower lyrics

She chose me over her financé And now I'm pulling away Ding-dong, ding-dong, I I'm turning 35 I want so badly to love you, belle I keep pulling away, pulling away You're full of holes no one can fill You keep pulling away, pulling away Ding-dong, ding-dong I feel like a widower inside My youth is quickly pa**ing by Turning 35 Still sleep alone at night Will I be alone for all my life? She chose me over her betrothed Now I'm pulling away, pulling away I miss a man I've never known I'm still pulling away, pulling away Ding-dong, ding-dong I feel like a widower inside My youth is quickly pa**ing by Turning 35 Still sleep alone at night Will I be alone for all my life? Ding-dong, ding-dong I feel like a widower inside My youth is quickly pa**ing by Turning 35 Still sleep alone at night Will I be alone for all my life? Ding-dong, ding-dong I watch life pa** me by I see it flash before my eyes Turning 35 I feel like an old man inside Just waiting for his turn to die Ding-dong, ding-dong Turning 35