Far - Joining The Circus lyrics

Never won a medal for bravery Never won a medal for tact Never thought 'the truth' would enslave me turn me into something too close to a liar I'm joining the circus, I'm going away waving from the boat, I don't cry I will arrange savor the lie go blind on all these words divine myself this urge I'm joining the circus, I'm running away the people I won't know, the places I won't stay Now where is the circus? I only see clowns, half-naked girls and mirrors I leave them in the sea to drown I love her now