Fame or Juliet - No Tears lyrics

No tears for the pain, I'm too numb to feel it anymore My soul cries can I open up and let it pour I found love, but its hard for me to let it go This isn't what I know, another type of low Caleb: Black kid in the burbs, friends are in the city Remember asking ma if I can stay or take em with me Mom is making twenty, daddy's making sixty But id bet they'd be together if they split it 50-50 My boys with a girl like Kim Kardashian Cuz she looking for a guy with long hair and light skin But the worst thing to do to a chick is wife em If you wanna stay together make her put it in writing People ask me what im doing I dont know what to tell em Cuz if I say im rapping they be quick to judge like a felon I say im bouta blow up because my mind is a weapon They be like ya no tellin I say just give me a second I can't go ham and not ball, cuz thats like Kobe in fall Why do I feel like where im from do not support me at all Sorta like LA and Paul, or maybe David and Saul But I ain't tripping I do better when they want me to fall Jeremias: It started with a list there were 5 things written My brother told me does your flow switch when your spitting? It ain't a 16 unless your lyrics sound different Personal experience the first thing given If you think outside the box with emotion they'll feel it... I know I been something difficult to deal with I'm just lazy and I'm chilling making all the wrong decisions While my fathers out working 2 jobs what a living? Trying sell cable to keep us from an eviction I say poverty's a sickness my music's the cure to fix it My mom got business that only re pays her business Baby sit on weekends for the food in our kitchen I just want to take you both out this middle cla** prison Embarra**ed by the fact that your son started stealing I admit it I was jealous cause my uncle's drug dealing and my cousin had a closet that could change my appearance I just wanna say I'm sorry to my parents And give a big thanks for the good things I inherit I promise...I'm a make it Sware to god I'm gonna make it out this basement Bridge: Taking pills for the pain Cuz we dont want things to change Was it time to leave? Or was it all in my brain? You see im going through some things And im so tired of the games But I know you feel the same I dont know who's to blame