False Punk - Monotonous Monopoly lyrics

I read your journal everyday Even when I knew that I wouldn't find anything new about you Somethings I've seen make me rip out my eyes Heavy burdens hanging out in my mind It's nothing but memory, I don't wanna be lobotomized I don't gotta sleep through the night when I see through you You, I see through Around every corner a fistful of sorrows Bleeding machines as deep as the sea Can someone please end this monopoly? Drowning in piles of nothing I just had to rip out my eyes for a shred of memory I don't want to say it's true, I just don't believe you I don't wanna be anything but me I don't believe all the sh** I see