False Heroics - Here I Lie lyrics

The look in your eyes is so familiar But what does it mean? Im drawn to you like the sunshine in June And I need to come clean All these years that Ive known you Its never happened like this Im standing here just tortured by fear Bleeding for just one kiss We grow tired, nod our heads Go our ways to different houses and beds And I lie awake I dont dream of you Never think of you And I dont want to hold your hand I dont long for you Dont write songs for you And I dont breathe when I hear your name The stars in the sky are so much more bright When Im right next to you But as I lie back, these stars have gone black And these dark clouds suit my mood As dangerous as a loaded shotgun Or so your father once said But please dont scream when you shoot I might bleed on you From this blow to my head But its okay, Im still alive Here in this room I know Ill survive And I lie awake I dont dream of you Never think of you And I dont want to hold your hand I dont long for you Never wrote this song for you And I dont breathe when I hear your name And I dont breathe when I hear