Fallingice - Unclear lyrics

She said I am not ready Everything is over for me And Im the victim you're just selfish Sea help me to immerse myself in my world I'm lonely inside and doors close In these clothes I don't feel anymore Nevermind I'm a slave, I'm waiting for you She said you make me so unclear now You slip upon my skin You make me feel so guilty You s** my lymph You eat my honey She said I'm ready to calm down To come out of you Don't laugh at me, I walk with weights bound to my feet It's not always summer, the only time I am worth something I'm going to k** myself Cos I am wrapped in this distress Made to live by force You save yourself, don't wanna lie anymore, disappear with the dream