Fallingice - Breathing Machine lyrics

Im looking inside me But what can I see? Shivers pa** through my body I seem older than I really am My arms are giving up And my knees are bending Somebody jumps for joy Will it be my destiny? Antibiotics cant take care of me My bones hurt me I cant feel and smell this weather like you You know thats a pity You know thats a pity You know thats a pity Tied to a machine that breathes in my place Time pa**es rapidly And my dreams vanish slowly I have a bitter taste in my mouth When I wake up, I wake up in my grave