Falling In Reverse - Popular Monster lyrics

[Intro] Yeah [Verse 1] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, fu*k, I'll say it anyway Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Yeah, it's not a fu*kin' phase, I just wanna feel okay [Pre-Chorus] Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullsh*t every day And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [Chorus] 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down Falling into love now With falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster [Verse 2] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I'll replace I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace How the fu*k will I escape if I never close my case? Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage Yeah, it's not a fu*king stage, I just wanna feel okay [Pre-Chorus] Okay, motherfu*ker, now you got my attention I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missing And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine Every single fu*king day I get closer to the grave I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car just to feel again It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [Chorus] 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down Falling into love now With falling apart I'm a popular, popular fu*king monster, yeah [Breakdown] Yeah, here we go again, motherfu*ker, oh We're sick and tired of wondering Praying to a god that you don't believe You're searching for the truth in the lost and found So the question I ask is, yeah, where the fu*k is your god now? [Chorus] 'Cause I'm about to break down I'm searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down Falling into love now With falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster [Outro] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster