I'm here between two ways i wanna escape and runaway to pay for my mistakes oh God, take me home now surrounding by my regrets it reminds of all my secrets and you, can you hear me? i know, you remember my all faults the reason why we don't carry on my dad said to me this is not my history but i felt so numb, enough to want to jump nothing can stop me, i run away to pay for all my mistakes to shake my thoughts away i spoke in my head i told myself your name then i forget, forget all the shame this town is k**ing me i can't believe what is in front of me Oh God, take me home now so sick of living watching people sharing their feelings and how many times i, i used to be strong but i was wrong? i need safety in your caring arms the sky's over me, searching for a chance to live but i'm in heel my faith will need your help nothing can stop me, i run away to pay for all my mistakes to shake my thoughts away i spoke in my head i told myself your name then i forget, forget all the shame stop and fix, the picture of my life to say, to say goodbye