Fall Silent - Never Before...Never Again...Again lyrics

Never Before did I understand, and never could I ever reason why. But never before did I lose the hand that kept me from the pain of lonely nights. Never Before did I hate my bed and dread the complete depletion of the light. Never Before have I felt so dead, I cannot scrape the vision from my eyes. Confusion. Illusion. Insomnia. Depression. Never Before have I ever. Never Before have I suffered. And never have I been so low, but at least now I know. Never will I be here again, cause I lose the only part that can. Never Before did I feel the words that all the greatest writers never hide. Never Before did I hold my friends when they looked so desolate that they could die. Never did I think I wouldn't have you, so I kept you stationed by my side. Somehow I thought you would always be there, but now I know forever is a f**ing life. Rejection. Reflection. Realization. Liberation. Never Before and never again. Never Before, never again. Never have I, have I. Never have I been so low, but at least now I know. Never will I live here again, cause I lost the only part that can. And never have I felt like sh**. Sometimes I wish that you did. And I hope I never live here again. But I fear that it may happen, but I fear that it will happen....Again.