Smiles Bruises Smiles Bruises Bars in the womb I hide the dirty minutes under my dirty mattress and they are making me itch My time Is split milk My skin is a layer of soot I'm spending my days scrubbing I'm trying so hard to act like nothing happened (no one left to blame) I'm trying so hard to find that fresh, clean smell (no one left to blame) Smiles Bruises Smiles Bruises Bars in the womb I hide the dirty minutes under my dirty mattress and they are making me itch My time Is split milk Cruel words sleep above me Mounting and teasing I AM WHAT I'VE DONE I AM WHAT I'VE DONE I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry