Failures' Union - Lake Erie Nosedive lyrics

I'm diving head first into lake erie. i'm sinking down where no one can follow. i'm crossing bridges…or should i be drowning? i'm missing chances. i'm changing my mind. i'm driving full speed out to the desert to find me a place to sink in the sand. i'm finding ways to cut myself deeper without ever spilling a dram. blood in blood out, no one will find me. without a doubt, i'll make it through this year, i swear. don't it put your mind at ease?