Faetbeats - Escaping Solitude lyrics

Intro: (Clears throat) It's that time again ... Verse One: Uh, sick and tired, I'm wired when I lay down Hate how my desires an escape route It's late now, got the choir on a safe crowd This apes frown could set fire to a play ground! This Faet sound inspired me to let the gates out Got my emotions floating openly I'd say now Pray loud hoping hes boating me to make rounds I shake proud knowingly exposing me will take mounds! And mountains of money I'm running on empty I'm simply uncomfy don't push me or tempt me Present me a pretty penny I'll present you many thank you's Than work hard so I can pay dues! I hate who's popular and buzzing Strip the image of gimmicks and they got nothing Busting my a** off, writing on a constant Watching 'em make millions while I'm eating Ramon! Bombing syllables, k**ing those in songs But no one gives a f**, they want s*uts in thongs Been too long and I swear I've worked too hard Still barely noticed, yet I spit so many bars! Pardon my anger I'm dangerously heated Stranger to myself, yet no one ever see's it Jesus believe it, I'm secretly depressed All I want is quietness and some f**ing rest! And d**h never bothered me til Dave died That pain still lies deep, keeps my veins dry Straight cried til my eyes went and puffed up Yet family members died and I didn't give a f**! What's the damage I've managed to control it Slap me with a bandage and handed me a throat kick Sick of reality, I have to be a dreamer Twisted nightmares makes me a silent screamer! The deeper you dig, the thicker the plot gets I'm weaker and give a picture to watch flicks Picked on in high school, never was I the coolest Out casted with hand me downs, special ED student Learning disabilities, I'm Dyslexic Now those words are k**ing those who said that I'm pathetic I lesson learned, yes I've burned bridges Pissed on the ashes, f** a** kissing! I've given everything to those who don't deserve it Now I'm left hurting, with a shattered purpose I've gathered burdens and emerged to find suffering There's a reason I don't pick up my phone, stop wondering! Coming in last place with some gratitude Just enough to say f** you with some attitude I'm mad at who's ever in a better spot 'Cause I've worked for every single mother f**ing thing I got, AH! And not to get off topic, I stopped a lot of sh** Only to slowly learn I've earned me a pot to piss In, and than some a**hole took advantage of me Ran my money into the ground and now he's gradually Becoming worse, I wanna murk him now So f** you mother f**er this ain't a gla** house! Moved out of my mother's just to get away from ruckus Now I hate my living situation, and my attitude is f** it! Disgusted with my past, I've asked to block it out I'm disruptive so I crash, can't grasp to knock me down Found money can make you happy, only if you have it Now I'm bending backwards faster to get a chance to grab it! Imagine a cold winter with some inner demons Seeking to find guidance, I don't know what I believe in There's a reason for my thoughts, I've often expressed Lately I dont give a f**, cut 'em at the neck! I'm pleasant to those I don't know, cause those close have hurt me Flirting's an understatement next to the worst thing Lost a best friend cause p**y was more important sh**'ll never be the same, you forced a closed curtain! Cursed you out so many times in my mind, 'cause I'm better than confronting you You'll realize you ruined this one day and that you really had it coming too! I'm running through my memories, endlessly complaining Straining on my energy, my remedy if fading Facing a dilemma, when I go and start my writing/ Cause I'm biting at my fingers and my pen is not gliding! The lighting in my world is now turning into darkness/ Farthest from happiness, throw it in the garbage/ Heartless, you can tell by the way I move/ The bars been lifted, I'm escaping solitude! Hook - Jus Mic I'm letting go, Letting go of my yesterday Saying goodbye to my sorrows Thank God it served just a little light in my life So I could survive, through my tomorrows I'm letting go, letting go I'm breaking free, breaking free You won't destroy, the best of me All I know is survive, all I know is be true No more room for conversation, I'm escaping this solitude ... This solitude I'm escaping this, solitude I'm escaping, this solitude