Faderhead - Vanish lyrics

I think incessantly, repulse the man in me I contemplate all day and wonder 'bout my fate This gla** terrarium, my sanitarium I wish I was a star, have yet to go that far Gotta pray another lie will disappear And vanish from this world Don't you know that everything that's real is here And yes, I'm sure it hurts Gotta pray another dissonance rings out But you see another fool believes Gotta pray another lie will disappear And vanish from this world I break the rules again, to hold the sun in hands I used to win this game, check-in with different names This small terrarium, my sanitarium I contemplate all day and slowly lose my ways Disappear in fear and walk out Watch you leave me here and talk down Try to complicate the easy ways Like a snail you move so slowly Looking back, you seemed so lonely Turn the insides out and seize the day