I don't understand how things got so out of hand. If you could feel my soul, you'd know why I lost control. I don't understand how things got so out of hand. If you could feel my soul you'd know why I lost control. Thought I'd be a better man, so much more than what I am. I can't believe I took a life. I'll never forget the look in his eyes! Chorus: I don't need you to judge me. I already judged myself! And if I had it all to do again. I'd do something else! Please Ma don't you cry, I see the shame thats in your eyes. I know you had all your dreams of how your little boy would be. How I hate to see it end, say goodbye to all my friends. First stop for me will be a cell, then it's straight on in to Hell! Chorus: I don't need you to judge me. I already judged myself! And if I had it all to do again. I'd do something else! I'd do something else!