Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You need your reality to hit your veins again Don't try to blame anyone Your blame is self chosen Don't come looking for sympathy 'Cause you won't get it from me You're nothing but a burned out wreck That solves problems with another hit The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To k** the pain! Looking for the utopia you found the first time Will you ever get there again Increase the dose and soon you'll find out Was it too much or just enough The chemical satan has got you in his hell Don't you think you're better off dead Don't try to blame anyone Your pain is self chosen Don't come looking for sympathy 'Cause you won't get it from me You're nothing but a burned out wreck That solves problems with another hit The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To k** the pain! I need to k** the pain, k** it again Need to release my pain, k** myself again Traded your life for a fix The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To k** the pain! I need to Release my pain Help me to k** the pain