Faith in me that's wanting, I don't want to live this way The ghosts that will chase me forever And I remember, the things that were both good and bad And why we let it slip away And the things that made me angry, raged a war of attrition inside my head Things that changed me forever, and I have tried to be the best I thought I could There must have been another way There is another way I still believe And this thing it didn't k** me, but it hurts like hell when you're getting strong I should go lift a mountain, and I have felt it curled up inside Behind a wall, tired of waiting to be free There is another way I still believe There is another way There is one Whatever So I'm alone now once again So much to offer but a lack of expression I could have helped you help yourself Instead I did it all for you, and still you left For all that you've given, All that is taken From out of this dream I'll surely awaken With ice cold breath and a scream of pain Did you hear me when I called your name? I stand alone in my mind again, my own worst friend to everyone I tell you that I know you know, and if you don't, I can't help you see What it has done to me But I still believe, that this is not the way It's supposed to be, I believe I still feel the way I touched you, I still feel the way you broke my heart Now I can't eat and I can't sleep, and I can't think Why can't I keep my heart intact, when it bursts the seam My true blood running down my sleeve There was one