Face Down - Chameleon lyrics

I've tried everything, just to change the pain Fractured dream, and I'm not the same I've lost ability to escape in sleep Hold on a little longer And there's nothing left of me And you said you love me, and you said you needed me But it's not me Was never on the inside, too long to be alone Was never like them, no identity of my own I can be anything except myself, chameleon And you said you know me, and you said you'd care for me But it's not me Traumatized by the voices inside Sold myself on a dream that lied Do things that my friends don't recognize And know I despise what I've come to feel Fear constricts and I don't feel real Parts of you begin to steal I survive by adaptability Why can't she see further inside of me Pull me out and set me free All I want is for you to let me be Now I'm back and forth again Pull me closer, push me away - chameleon Why did it have to be you who did this to me?