Fabricated Freedom - Barmecidal lyrics

I think I'm going insane I've never felt this way before My walls are caving in And I collapse as I head straight for the door Don't wanna let you in Got too much locked up inside for you to see I know you might disagree But right now I need to save you from me ​ But in this moment, you're all I see, I feel so free I've never been more happy, I know this is how it should be I don't care what happens, as long as you're by my side Everything that hurts me, fades away when I look in your eyes ​ Try not to let you get close I've got my own issues, I don't wanna make you hurt But you keep drawing me in The words you speak make me think this might work Speak freely what's on your mind Your thoughts leak out like a perfect poem Hold me and never let go I'm falling fast as my heart beats like a drum And in this moment, you're all I see, I feel so free I've never been more happy, I know this is how it should be I don't care what happens, as long as you're by my side Everything that hurts me, fades away when I look in your eyes ​ Please save yourself from me I don't wanna hurt you, right now I need you to leave Please save me from you I finally realized that your words are all untrue ​ Why did I ever think I meant anything to you?