No feelings, no sense, no future An iceberg reflected in a mirror of d**h The breath blocked in a merciless blade The mouth locked by a wire of blood The hearth pumps up ammonia The blood can't coagulate by long time ago A despaired glance full of hate and solitude Is the only thing that lefts me I destroy with glance I torn with thought I vomit through my eyes I k** while I'm living Black blood flows out From the holes of my skin I am the creator of disgust Imperfection and misery machine A minute of cold silence A minute of a claustrophobic darkness An interior despondency Freeze the empty fields of hearth A lead tears to pierce the eyes A cruel thought to understand A sharp grief to suffer And another step to die I struggle against madness I try to be humble and honest But the self destructive martyrdom Torture me without mercy I curse the 26/09/85 I hate humanity and life I destroy myself every day much more And I slowly waiting the d**h